I had sex with a hot German girl. The possible reasons for this lay are many. I prefer to believe that it was my charm, confidence and alpha swagger that had it go down, however it is also very possible that she just went out to get fucked. My roommate told me after that her friend told him that she has a boyfriend and it is possible she just wanted to cheat on him. This is possible because not only did she not give me a blowjob even though I went down her (a serious sexual offence in my book) but she seemed a little bit reticent during the actual encounter. Despite this I got her to let loose and she came something like three times.

The sex happened in large part because my friends who had been talking to her all night slowly began to leave. It is possible and I think actually very probable that they were convinced they did not have a chance with her. I however always know I have a good chance. While they spent the whole night talking to her I made other moves and hit on other girls and got other numbers and still ended up being the one who bagged her. Even a year ago my buddies had seemed miles above me in terms of game but now I’m the one who is pulling girls every single night and aren’t getting nearly enough pussy.

From an objective perspective one can see the power of the work I have put in. I have unquestionably gone out more than they have and committed to improving my game and success with women substantially greater. My success however is less clear cut when I am actually out as there are times where it seems like I am failing while every other guy at the bar seems to be getting play. But these are not only growing less and less frequent but do not even accurately depict what is happening.

Quite simply if I wanted to be I could be seen with a girl at all times, however I am constantly looking for new ones and rarely if ever dedicate my time to just one. Most men don’t do that. Many try and find pussy by the path of least resistance (something I frequently did in the past) this involves going on easy quick to use sites like Tinder and relying on girls that they have hooked up with in the past. But it also involves staying with a female who they have gotten sex from before and pursuing her and peak hours of the night. This is usually a grave error because the opportunity cost is those peak hours when they could just as easily get a new one girl that night. This is something I frequently did in the past when I did not trust my ability to pull a new girl and it seems as if this how my old friends from college are thinking now. That in my mind is the biggest difference. They do not have the confidence to take action like I do. My skill is ahead of theirs but not so much that they wouldn’t have a chance against me. The problem they have is they do not take that chance.

Having said this I am nowhere near perfect in fact I would say my action willingness to take action needs to increase. As my mentor tells me although its cool I got laid I really have to step it up when the time calls for it.